[[MORE]]I’m just, sad. Fucking sad. I can’t deal with it. I want to talk to him again. But that isn’t possible. I want her in my life again. But that isn’t possible. Why am I so caught up on the things I know I will never be able to have? I loved her, well love her. I still love her.. And him. I liked him a lot. I hadn’t felt that way about someone since her.. ...
idonotexistanymore asked: oh, I'm sorry if I insulted you, didn't mean too
Anonymous asked: stop fishing for compliments
neverwakeme-stilldreaming replied to your post: Hah, well, fuck this. I’m too fat for random sex… you’re not fat, you’re actually really pretty No. I’m actually really not.
a hilarious joke
petewentz-: tanku: three cats are competing in a race. there’s an american cat named “one two three”, a german cat named “ein zwei drei”, and a french cat named “un deux trois”. the cats all swim across a lake. the american cat finishes first, the german cat finishes second, but the french cat is nowhere to be found. why? because the un deux trois quatre cinq I JUST LAUGHED SO HARD THE...
[[MORE]]Hah, well, fuck this. I’m too fat for random sex and too fat for looking for a commitment. I’m done. Just done.
[[MORE]]I like how the day I start eating again my mom accuses me of eating an entire box of granola bars of which I had one, my dad and brother at the other five and an entire package of cookies, the package was in the same spot it had always been and it was completely full because I hadn’t eaten any. My mom thinks I’m so disgusting and have absolutely zero self control and that it...
Anonymous asked: I love you.
Anonymous asked: fuck, everyone. until you get tired of it. thats when you know or sure.
[[MORE]]Multiple people texting me. All interested in just fucking me. That’s what I thought I wanted. But for some reason I just feel like I shouldn’t do it even though part of me wants to. I know I’ll regret it big time. Part of me wants to just fuck. The other part of me really wants to find someone that I can have a relationship with. It’s been so long since...
Me: I actually think I look pretty good today.
My mind: No, you don't. Look at how big your arms are. Your stomach is practically falling over your jeans. Your muffin top is gasping for air. Don't get me started on your thighs, either; because they are fucking huge. Remember all this when you decide you're hungry for a cookie or a sandwich today. Remember how people will be constantly judging you for your weight. Think of the happiness skipping lunch and being skinny will be. I'll be with you all day, reminding you of how fat and ugly and gross you are.
damnzig: la-mort-de-mal: ofwgblake: gokaliego: whateveritsandrew: irrevocablymarisa: endlessheartbeat: cobalon: naydenhagin: cats69: kindracantspell: LITERALLY CRYING OH MY GOD OH THE TEARS THEY ARE REAL a single tear escapes my eyelid and trickles down my cheek and falls in agony to the floor below where it splashes into crystaline droplets WHAT THE FUCK IS AIR ...