March 2012
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Did I really just say I'd kill Oprah after...
I want to make it clear before hate comes, I’m kidding. I wouldn’t kill Oprah after marrying her. I’d simply use her as a “Sugar Momma” and mooch for life.
<3
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Anonymous asked: Fuck, Marry, Kill. Pick one for each. Oprah, Paris Hilton, Megan Fox.
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Things that make me happy:
Sex
Drugs
Alcohol
Sex
Self Harm
Losing Weight
Sex
Sex
Sex
Sex
Eating Junk Food
Watching Sad Movies
Sex
Listening to Sad Songs
Sex
Sex
Sex
Oh! And did I mention sex?
Anyways, the point of this post is that I really need some new addictions other than my masochistic go-to’s and sex. Why is it that I can only be happy if I’m making myself sad,...
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weakerthaniappear replied to your photo: Why can’t I just be attractive? Why not?
You are beautiful :)
Hah, oh, you’re crazy, sweetheart. :P
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People say to accept your body in its natural size, as you are now. That is the most ridiculous thing in the world because our bodies are not meant to hold excessive amounts of fat. There is nothing natural about my body. My body was made by bad choices as a child, eating the most unnatural things that there are so yeah, I’ll accept my natural body the second that I start to see it...
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So apparently my dad said we got our network bandwidth expanded yet for some reason our internet has never gone slower.
Awesome.
Fuck.
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Anonymous asked: if you want to die so bad, just kill yourself already.
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God, I can’t stop crying.
I’m fat and pathetic and so fucking dumb.
I’m praying that for some reason, I don’t wake up after I fall asleep tonight.
I want to die.
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Anonymous asked: caan uu makee a vidoee of uu fingering youurself ?
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Anonymous asked: do uu likee black girls ? & have youu ever had sex with a girl ?
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Well I almost passed out so I figured I had to eat. I didn’t know it would be so hard.
Just ate a baked potato with cheese. It took me over an hour to eat it, and I cried multiple times throughout. I’m gagging at the thought of how stupid I was to eat that and how horribly that must be effect my body right now.
Ew.
I’m so grossed out by myself.
Fuck this, passing out or not,...
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fuckyeah-boobies asked: yum :)
February 2012
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Roll out my yoga mat and Ramona runs onto it and just starts stretching. Hahah, my kitty is odd.
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So I just drank 4 bottles of water(12 cups) within an hour.
Shouldn’t I have to pee by now?
This is weird.
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An entire cucumber only has 45 calories? For real?
Woah. I never knew that before.
Cucumbers are my new best friend.
..Wow, the second I wrote that I realized how dirty that sounds.
Hah,anyway.
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God, I want him to text me so bad.
It’s such an awful feeling knowing I made him go away.
I’m such a cunt.
Guess one good thing came out of this though, I’m now super motivated to eat less and less.
Thinking about eating up to 500 calories today. I still feel so full from the 190 calories though. I should at least try to stay above 300 calories. As long as I don’t pass...
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Ugh, ew. I feel like I ate so damn much.
Too much food. :/
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Anonymous asked: Would you mind describing your best threesome experience?
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The feeling of hunger is such a pleasant pain....
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Daily Intake 2/29/2012:
Dannon Oikos Vanilla, 120 calories.
5 big stawberries, 30 calories.
1tbsp of Ground Flaxseed, 40 calories.
Total Calories, 190 calories.
+ Lots and lots of water obviously.
I feel shockingly good at the moment. A little light headed but oh well.
Also, yeah, doing daily intake now to keep track of myself. I’ve tried to stick to doing these in the past but it...
