I long to feel your body pressed against mine. To feel your lips caress my soft pale skin. And your hands explore my body. Your soft fingertips as they glide down the contours of my figure. To feel your breath, hot on my skin as your mouth explores forbidden places. Unearthing pure ecstasy. Better than any drug ever known. We’re in heaven, perched upon cloud nine. Our bodies and...
Everything is gray today. The day itself wasn’t even bad. It was a good day. Just covered up in a fog of gray. My self esteem is at an all time low and I don’t quite know why. I got compliments today, I got insults today. So why the hell do I feel disgusting. I feel horrid. I feel like I should never eat again and should never stop running. Ugh, I don’t want depression,...
My Bucket List
Yeah, this will obviously be added to whenever I think of more. This is definitely not all I want to do before I die. Build the ultimate movie collection. Produce a movie. Steal something valuable. ;) Swim with sharks. Note; I’m fucking terrified of sharks! Walk the Great Wall of China. Learn to breakdance. Get tattooed. Bungee jump. I’m so scared of heights! Start a help...
I wish I could find someone who I at least have a connection with. Not necessarily a relationship but someone that I can connect with, just so I can actually see that it is still possible. I haven’t had a real connection other than sexual in a long time and I’ve just been wondering if maybe that person I was once so connected with was the person that I was meant to be with forever. Does...
I miss her. I don’t want to miss her anymore. I broke up with her, broke her heart. I was so stupid. Whenever something bad happens I just want to call her and hear her voice. I cry and pick up my phone because my first instinct is to just talk to her.. But I didn’t do that enough when it counted. I didn’t do it when I had her in my life. I know she deserves better. She deserves the...